Friday, October 31, 2008

closed eyes


with closed eyes
i won't see your face
don't need your picture anymore
to remind me

you're gone
and i'm alone
all i need is a sweet memory
can't seem to ease the pain

i wish i could
release this pain inside me

so

i closed my eyes
it helps me forget

i know it's gone and over
it's only getting harder
to say goodbye
even though it's hurts

so

i closed my eyes
i don't know for how long

don't know why...?



am I
over reacted
am I
too complicated
am I
too independent
am I
not ready for commitment
am I
so confused
am I
so desperate
am I
so sensitive
am I
so soft
am I
too fragile

don't know why...just let me know

Thursday, October 30, 2008

bored & tired




i am beyond bored

i am bored of being bored

this world has nothing for me

i was tired

i did not want to deal with all the nonsense in my life anymore

it is so broken up

i don't think anyone can mend it



i am so empty
but..

hey...i'm still alive

i'm still young

got many great friends

only fools tired of life


i must love myself
i should value my life

i am a survivor


life is precious...
to me

to everyone









Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i'm tired - aku dah penat

i'm too tired.
for a couple of years i've been blaming it on
lack of sleep
not enough sunshine
too much pressure on my job.
i'm tired all the time...i can't live like this anymore.

aku dah penat.
tk larat nak kerja hari2
tk larat nak cerita pasal petrol mahal
jalan jammed tiap hari,mat rempit cilok sana sini
dah penat kerja mkn gaji
habis bulan habis gaji
hujung bulan mkn sup megi
i'm tired.
i'm tired of being sorry.
i'm tired of being single.
i'm tired of being broken lyrics.
i'm tired
but i don't want to sleep
just wanna close my eyes
coz i'm tired